Shadows... They're all around... He's feeling a bit disconnected. Damjan isn't happy at all. He used to be. Or so it had seemed to him.
He wished so badly to understand. All those shadows! They are driving him to the very end of his contepmlating possibilities. He wished they would have just gone away! And left him alone... To rest... to get some peace... to face himself. Even for a minute.
He tried to imagine what he would have seen in the mirror of the truth. He recalls reading that some, who believed themselves to be generally good, have seen monsters beyond anyone's imagination and ran as fast as they could have from the mirror. He, really, didn't know what he would have seen, hence, were the shadows to leave him, he might have been more frightened then ever. None knows what he would see. Not even those who thought they knew him the best. Why? The truth was obvious. To him at least. Nobody knows him. Nobody will ever get to know him. People will only get to know parts of him. Not the whole thing, because he would always have done something that the others wouldn't have expected of him.
"Please don't leave me yet" whispered he and fell asleep.
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